I have come to the conclusion that a social ife is cheaper than solitude, because as expensive as bus fairs and lunch out are it cheaper than what i've spent on DVD, games, game-upgrades and comics and CDs over the last few weeks. granted i've only bought one comic and one CD but that becuase i've bought many upgrades and DVDs

Currently addicted to Elder Scrolls: Oblivion. I've meant to buy it for so long but considering my processor, RAM and graphics card are about three years behind to current high standard i only just got it. I bought myself a laptop not that long ago, i plan to take it university with me but i need to buy myself microsoft office, drawing software, laptop-bag and wireless mouse and keyboard. It really is nice to play Black and White 2 without it stalling when huge armies assault me. Oblivion is filled with glitches! The amount of time i've ended up walking through a brick wall or once flew and ran though the sky. Once i was going up a ramp and got stuck in it. I downloaded my first mod for it that took forever,been trying to get it going since sunday sought out help got no-where and then for no apparent reason it just started working today. I tried downloading another mod today, that's not working either and it doesn't have an installation guide on the page tommorrow i try and find a read me i might just play the game as it is even though some of the mods look so goddam tastey!

Yes, DVDs. I bought seasons 1 and 2 of NCIS after Danni bought me season 3 and 4, and regular payout has been born. I also bought Pan's Laborinth and Iron Man. I'm sure there are others too but i can't remember right now. I worked my way through NCIS quite quickly, shamefully. I want season 5 now but i'm waiting for it to come down in price its only just been released on DVD. Iron Man seems to be (supposedly) the only Marvel Super Hero not ruined by the big Hollywood studios. I saw the first Spiderman ages ago, all four X-men though the last one was definitely the best even though it didn't stick to the comics plot in the slightest. I'm willing to believe my friends when they said the Fantastic Four was a horrific, and i need not see thw hulk only look and there special effects to cringe away in shame. Which reminds me, one of the other DVDs was The Dark Knight. Quite good, over-hyped but still quite enjoyable.

I believe i know fulfil all categories for the Geek character class.

heehee, that reminds me of a conversation i had with Nick, Gareth and Alice. God had to apply attribute points to T.Rex he spent so many point on teeth, tail and leg that he had none left for the arms. That was a bad bit of biological engineering, imagine if it needed to itch its chin, if it tried with its back leg it'd fall right over. I digress.

maybe i should go back to MMORPGs at least then i have an internet social life rather than socialising with non-player characters day in day out... or start messaging people again skype, dA and facebook all forfeited for the appeal of riding vertual horses, partaking in cyber murder and theft and slaying ogres and goblins. Shrek would be heart broken. I also wrekon my sister would probably like to have a go at the game that hasn't left my side in two weeks... one week i'm not really sure. It's a distraction from life though.

On a more serious note my Granmother is recoving from Bowel Cancer, she's been ill for about three-four weeks before she was taken into Hospital between my english exams. They faffed and wasted time getting it wrong from quite a while before finally spotting it. My mum didn't tell me until some time after my exams had, after my prom actually i guess she didn't want to ruin my day or make me worry. But me being me i worry more when i don't know. when i know i wait patiently for new when i don't my head does backflips and imagines all kinds of horrible scenarios. But, she's home now and that's the main thing.

I'm back to school for year 14, an extra year of school to complete an A-level to do a degree. I'm more bitter about wasting a year than i was a not long ago. i guess jealous that everyone else is enjoying time off between sixth-form and university and i'm still studying. Positive side, i don't know if i'm alone in this i never asked i was a little dumb-struck at the time some guy i dunno whether he was a talent scout or what has seen my work on the basis that its "Religious influenced" and took photos and it may have something to do with the Edinburgh festival. Gibbo (art teacher) is going to be sent a catalogue, i can't say i think my work is that good, but yippee!

Anyway i'll sign out now for fear of boring you all to death,
byebye

Becky xxx